- my family is my backbone, my main support. my mother sister father aunts & uncles cousins, grandparents, great-grandparents & all the step-family members incorporated into there are all amazing. i wouldn’t trade any of them for the world. i’m thankful for each & every family member i have.
- my few close friends for always being there for me.. no matter what. i have my few close [few meaning only 3 or 4] who i know won’t judge me for anything. i love you all so much
- joe, for making me smile even on my worst days. for loving me @ my worst. for appreciating the small things. for truly opening my eyes to love. for the cute texts that could make my whole day. for the way you make me feel safe. i love you.
i love you all & i truly am thankful for each & every one of you <3
completely satisfied with life. although it’s something new everyday, so so busy.. christmas is coming. and my relationship is starting to feel stable. funny way to explain it, but i think of myself as one of those dogs who’s last owner abused them.. it’ll take a while for that dog to feel comfortable around its new owners. call me crazy i really don’t give a damn about what anyone thinks. my past screwed me up so easilly that it took me over 2 months to finally feel comfortable with my relationship. 2 months of constant reassurance that he wasn’t leaving, and that’s all i’ll need.
this was supposed to be a letter to my ‘crush’ but you are so much more than that. you are my boyfriend, my best friend, my all. you know the right thing to say constantly in order to keep a smile across my face. it’s the littlest things that count and you always do little things that stick out in my mind. we always have a good time together, no matter what we do and no matter where we are. i could be in a room full of people but you’re all that matters. you are everything i’ve ever hoped and dreamed for. i hate when we argue but we wouldn’t be as close if we didn’t. i like that we’re able to be honest with each other. love is non-existant without trust, and i’ve built up plenty of trust for you. i believe in you more than i’ve ever believed in someone and i will back you up in everything you do. i’m sorry this is tacky and corny but i mean the words i say. your personality is beautiful and you’re unlike everyone else. just seeing your smile can brighten up my day. you are sincere, caring, loving, and i wouldn’t trade you for the world. i am so thankful and blessed that you love me as much as i love you. i bet that if anyone else is reading this they probably think i’m in over my head, but i know how i feel. i‘ve never been so certain of anything in my life like i am of me and you. you changed my outlook of life and i thank you for that. with everything i have, i won’t let you go. i was blessed to have found you and you’re too good to be let go of. we’ve both been hurt in the past and i finally feel like i’m spending time with the right person instead of wasting my time with the wrong person. everything i do everyday, i keep you in the back of my mind. i feel like a little 8th grader again with my first boyfriend, writing you love letters in class and sending quick ‘i miss you’ texts throughout the day. whenever my phone rings, i always hope it’s you. when you send me random cute texts they make my whole entire day.
when i think of love, i think it’s either you love someone unconditionally, or you don’t love them at all. i love you for the person you are, and i see nothing but perfection in you. we turn each other’s flaws into beauty and maybe that’s why we have such a strong relationship. i put everything i have into our relationship because love is the best experience of life. everyday i spend with you becomes the highlight of my week. falling asleep with you makes me feel like nothing else matters but you and i. i love when i lay my head on your chest and i fall asleep to the sound of your heart. i love when you brush my hair away from my face and kiss my forehead. i can go on and on, but simply, i love you. never forget that, and never think anything less. i’ll be by your side no matter what, just you & i <3
but i wish we were kissing it instead=/